1st of March

it's March already... another 11 Days. i don't even want to know what's going on...

Hao left Kuantan... dunno why but i don't have any hard feelings but i hate good-byes... Natural...

dad bring me out for a drive and i've learned a lesson, when you are driving, don't drive with mum... she gives the most ridiculous direction ever... dad said turn left, she said go straight, dad said go straight, she said 'did you put signal while going left'...

i mean what the hey, you guys didn't like to drive without interruption, and yet you guys were interrupting me... so dad banned me on driving alone... i don't know what my friends will think if i don't ever drive them out... maybe find a chance to sneak out?

yet i was so mentally hot, i straight away drove back home and chill in front of my PC... oh yeah... that Alex Yap Jee Hoe saw my personal message saying that i was so angry and do not try to disturb me... and you know what he said? things that i don't even like to hear, it's unpleasant

'OH, AYUMI HAMASAKI SUCKS...'

man, like you can do poll dancing like her

28th of February

got half day off... i mean, i worked half day today... so happy that i could cuddle up in front of my computer...

well, mum said wanna bring me to the chinese doctor to see about my zits... well, if i bring this face to england i'd be beaten up to death because they boycott zit-ed human...

after this, mum suggested us to go for a little munch of ABCs... man, so i told her i wanna drive and hao got onto the passenger seat first... amongst us, only hao the one knows the way to the ABC stall... the other one so i was like taking orders in order to get to the stall...

mum said 'follow the VIOS'
hao said 'follow the avanza'

i ended up went into an alley and hao sigh and said 'never mind, go straight'
mum said 'no, go nirwana there'

so i ended up go straight and out to the main road...

mum said 'where are you going?'
hao said 'make a u-turn'

i went in to the small road and stop and i raised my hands and voice 'WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO...'

ended up hao was the one pointing the direction and hao called mum to SHUT THE FUCK UP. i know i was being angry towards my mum, but calling my mum to shut the fuck up is like 'WHAT?' so i was like kept my mouth shut...




oh hey... i just found some celebrity looks like me... i mean, mentally...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9lChbfcP4I

especially at the end of the part where he didn't catch his stick and acted like nothing's happened... huh?

27th of February

woof... it's friday alright.. but if i go through another 2 saturdays and celebrate my mum's birthday, there's be an important paper in my hands...

yeah, i am talking about SPM result... daddy told me it's due to the 11th of march but he wont tell me who told him...

aiya, got scolded again la today... and today, yet again, i mean., YET ALWAYS, my aunt scold me because i didn't know a thing...

well, before you deliver a car to someone, you have to fill up forms in the service and manual book... but i wasn't the one mending all these stuffs... kak anie's the one who does all these things... so i've done what i know and i just give them back... she was like 'you always give me stuffs undone and leave it to me to do all the stuffs, sometimes you have to be cleverer you got that?'

i was like 'no one taught me to do it' because no one teach me... then she was like 'kak anie didn't teach you?'

got home and found my brother lying on the wooden couch sleeping like a dead guy... i thought of calling him to bring me out for a drive or sometime...but ended up he went out with his guys... man...

oh yeah... not really a breaking news... near to my house there's a field right? it got burnt and mom insisted me and her to walk to the field to 38 38 and see the firemen putting out fire...

LAME... i know...

ended up didnt go...

26th of February

well... i didn't start this day in a good way... because i was soo moody... i typed things wrongly, i didn't know what i was talking about...

after that it turned out pretty darn good... because i was well...

man, i hate it when i know the pink blouse that uncle donald gave to me wasnt hand-me-downs... i thought it was because i used to get hand me downs... no Big Deal...

oh, making of Rule PV is out, go check on it!!!

25th of February

well... i hate to pick out shirts out of my closet... if i had money, i would have a walk in closet, full with Prada, Chanel, Balenciaga, Versace, A.Vitali... Man, i had a long way to go...

as usual, i got there early to finish the company project my aunt gave to me... one mistake and it straight goes to the bin, but i didn't make one yet...

once i was typing my quotation, my aunt scolded me for typing LJJ instead of LJK..

man that stinks...

oh yeah, my boss aka my fifth uncle came back from Taiwan and bought me a blouse... Pink blouse... old man sure knows that us little girls like pink stuffs...

24th of February - Part 2

man... just got a thought...

i was wearing this BLUE and WHITE stripes shirt to work and aunt cecilia said 'shan, don't wear this shirt to work, it's not so decent looking, why don't you buy some more clothes uh?'

i was like 'my family's on budget so i can't buy anything.'

yeah i was speaking the truth... my sister wastes my dad's property the most, her music courses and entertainment.

so i browsed through my closet, i really DON'T have anything to wear... only by routine...

i told my mum this and she came into my closet and made it upside down...

"this one can wear ma, that one why cannot wear?'

well, those that she picked out was like 'nope, short sleeve, nope, too short, can see my belly button...'

this pisses me off... i am the one who's saving and earning money for my sister? yeah, half of my salary goes to her last trip to KL...

FEH!!!

24th of February

hey... sorry i haven't finished what i wrote last night... because right after i finished my blog, i went over to my grandma's house for cakes because it was my grandma's birthday... as usual, aunt pat was there and she brought thien too... i was sitting on the floor and he played my hair ... so sweet...

today? as usual... went to work and my aunt wasnt in a good mood... so i kept my mouth shut... what impressed me was, when you get to forget someone, someone's something will always appear in front of you...

as i was on the way back to office from lunch, i took a nap in my car... and when i opened my eyes, i saw "CBE 2882"... it was his number plate and the Waja with the P licence... i was shocked at first and my heart beated... for a while

and i told myself 'hey, you have forgotten about him'... i mean... i am... hah

silly me

oh yeah... wanna see the latest pic of rihanna?



man, this makes me hate chris brown even more... no offence...

23rd of February

well... back to reality again after all those fun...

started working today and i didn't have the energy to work... woke up real early this morning because my father insisted me to go for breakfast...

at breakfast i saw goh's papa and her brother there... it was a pleasure to see them there...

then i went to work... glad my aunt's was in a mood, if not i'd be in trouble... but she get all tensed at the end... so i rather keep my mouth shut..

i took half Day off just to see a counselor, Miss Tai... my counselor... asked her about my accounting future.... feh... so funny...

oh yeah... let you see how my school has changed since then... all Hail to Datin Sri Datuk Junaini binti Kassim..


this is the field stand o... got renovated...


this is the canteen o... got extended...


this is hte koperasi sekolah... got developed... wonder puan sik was still in charge with this...

haha... man i was tired with all those routine thing... but i dont have to because i got half Day off!!!

i was so happy that i could get the latest wallpaper of Ayu... it's the Rule/Sparkle!!



i'm so getting her NEXT LEVEL album!!!

22nd of February

well... good things went off easily... been there done all that...

started with my day? oh, i've set my alarm to 4.30 am to watch SUITE LIFE OF ZACK AND CODY... well, i've never missed an episode since i got all over them... but i had to pass since i was too sleepy with all those wine essence still around me...

um... then woke up at 10 since i snoozed off my 9 o'clock alarm... my style of course... then... went out for lunch... then went around the town and went in to my primary school.. i miss that stuff...

then, went home and went over to my grandma's house because my cousin sister was leaving... eventually, i didn't have topics to talk to around her and i was like chilling myself out on the couch with my little cousin brother... not little, younger than me by a year and he is by far the most gentle gentleman i've ever saw in my cousin perimeter...

as i was watching tv, my cousin brother took a pillow and slept on my shoulder... he was so sweet to have done that... remember i said to myself, since i can't get my mum to pop any boy out, i am going to "baptize" someone as my little brother... because i want to know what it's like to give out love...

21st of February - Part 2

well here is the episode II of 21st...

man i tell you, i was looking forward to this Day since last two weeks and here i am now... dressed up for the big day baby!!

we are going to Kamunlau to celebrate my grandma's birthday, but her actual chinese birthday is on monday... well, to make everyone convenient...

i wore my dark olive GREEN turtle neck top and skinny cut jeans and that stilettos of course... from my Louise and my Vivianne...

Louise called me.. and i call her back for a little chat... well, sure we ended up talking about studies... i ended up crying because i didn't know where to go as the only choice is UTAR and the non-world-recognizable accounting, or should i say COMMERCE!!!damn...

we reached there safely, because i am a terrible driver and no, i didn't drive with those stilettos... i wore slipper and changed...

we waited for like an hour for my youngest and the most troublesome aunt to reach only we can start our feast... yeap, that's a joke to have waited for her...

man, i couldnt resist my wine as usual... so i took one half cup and drink them in... irresistible...


that was me... ... i hunched my back... BAD EXAMPLE...


this is the old people's table


this is another old people's table... well, the BEFORE GENERATION


this is the teenager's table... i came in peace!!!

food was feh... not really over the top.. but the BEST yet... was the karaoke and the BLUEBERRY FRESH CREAM!!!


this is the cake... well... sheng ri kuai le o popo...


the grandchildren part... i was at the back because i was tall of course!! kin yee pushed me to the back and said 'you play dirty by wearing high heels, i don't care, stand shorter than me.' well, i didn't
*note, he is shorter than me by a couple of centimeter, even without high heels


well, grandma... hope you'll live FOREVER!!!

at the end of the feast, which brings down the house, the karaoke!!!!
well, i didn't sing as usual and as usual, the two karaoke kings are my father and Mr.Steven... my uncle...


he sang 'BE... ... SAME MUCHO!!!!!'

and my father sang xiao wei... haha...

it all ended in like two songs...

well... it was a okay

21st of February - Part 1

well.. i snoozed my alarm of course, like i am "happy" to get to work.. woke up early and drink some refreshing coffee and get to work... really didn't get any pressure today because maidi was late... and aini was heree to accompany me...

finished my lunch and i went back home...

oh yeah, i've decided to forget Foong Tet Loon as i'm tired of having someone that i couldn't have and plus... hao didn't want me to like him

20th of February 2009

oh i am so so so sorry for not blogging for like a century!!!!! i was busy, i've got my nerves going on, it has been really hectic!!

before i get started on my trip to Kuala Lumpur, i would like to say, i LOVE THE SUITE LIFE OF ZACK AND CODY... see how cute they are!!!



they are cute aren't they? let you see another pic... they are like, my age.. but they are younger than me by a year...



well... now i get started okay?

ahem... first, i was deciding on going to this trip, following my father to KL and stay with my sister for like 2 nights and follow my father on sunday then going back on monday... confusing huh? i'll explain...

friday morning, as usual, i woke up early, same time as i'm going to work... nuff said.. and i realised i got a bad hair day so i put on my cutie little pinkish pinkish hat... man i like that stuff... "whoopsie, don't get mad at me Miranda Presley"

well, got dressed as flumpy casual and walked straight out of my door... bidding my bed goodbye and off we go a new trip...

dad drived at first and decided to switch position with Mr. Phua after a 100 miles... i tell you, riding in D-Max isn't a good thing to do... it's all bumpy and i nearly puke in it... plus, Mr. Phua(manager of my working place) drove 160 kilometers per HOUR... gonna get puked!!!!

i am so glad that i reached there safely... first stop, my sister's house of course... i didn't know actually how it came about when my sis said to me 'actually, i didn't really like you...' i was like , 'fine, you don't like me, i don't like you either' and i got all grumpy all afternoon... plus that SEE XIANG was there... man i hate that hotdog...

went to see Bride Wars and fell totally in LOVE with it... i mean... WEDDINGS!!! i love weddings and it involves wedding planner!!!



don't you like this wallpaper...



this is Emma played by Anne Hathaway

and...



this is Liv, played by Kate Hudson...

well, i don't wanna talk much about this movie... don't wanna ruin your appetite... it's BEST to watch it than having me telling stories...

this movie really cheered me up... glad i wasn't really angry after that....

at night huh? i tell you, it's all dark and HOT!!!! man, how can you stay in a room sealed and with only a small tinny weeny fan... man that sucks... i got it all over by shutting my eyes up...

saturday morning, got up and get dressed in my ONE LIFE shirt and get going of course!!! MidValley here i come... went there shopping and i didn't really enjoy a thing about it.. because i had nothing to buy... i spent it all on my sister... because she was broke... and i am broke now... paying the taxis thing and i remembered... i promised Huimin on buying the guitar pick that she wanted so i bought it... well... got all broke alright...

at night? what did we eat huh? i didnt really want to mention it i thing...

sunday morning... GLAD that mummy's going to reach because i miss her so much!!! well.. for the record... i havent get a nose bleed, but indeed... i got one...
i was urinating and when i got up to wash my hands... one drop of blood dropped in to the sink... i was like WHAT?!!!! what was that? then i had a feeling of something is running in my nose... i quickly looked up to the Mirror and say myself bleeding like the Joker... seriously it scared my sister to death... i mean, blood was covering half of my face... i freaked out and i quickly rushed to the bed and lie down... and i immediately message Louise what should i do... tell you, she was a pro when in comes to nose bleeding... she told me to lie down and cut down coffee... haha...

then after my father picked us up and dropped us in wei chien's, we went to 1Utama... um... the trip to there was so so... i enjoyed waffle, really and nothing much...

night time... we checked into Concorde hotel...



so this is Concorde... the BEST hotel to me... it's cheap and yet up to my standard... because the TV impressed me... unlimited 4 channels of movies (i enjoyed Memoirs of a Geisha that night) and Disney Channel!!! (Zack and Cody of course!!)
and last but not least... BREAKFAST!!!


one refreshing cup of coffee


yogurt!!!


MISO SALTY SOUP!!!

seriously i ate more than that... a plate of nasi lemak, some eggs, roasted potatoes... loads loads loads... and i am regret that i missed the bacons...

well... i was exhausted and i have to work in the next day.... man how i hate working in that place...