ah... mite mite~~~

pics are up now... thanks for not clicking the mouse


this is the mist... wont wanna miss them on the road... they are cool!!


this is the view from my bed... GUESS what... i am sleeping by the window... so happy that i could see the sky before i greet my brothers


there... i PUSHED my bed towards the window and managed to untangle the Curtain.. so nice... bet no one else had done this before...

oh yeah yeah...
a pic to be seen... bet my blog will have a million clicks *laughs*

Teen Hao's trying to act cute...

back from reality

well, just came back from the UTAR convention... open day i meant....

well, i just registered... 50 dollars gonna kill me... and erm... tsing hua's not a bad house but i preferred Manchester... because my brother's in there... gotta find a room there...

got the winners of kids choice award... i had butterflies in my stomach in the first place searching for the list... i hope Cole could win the Best Male Actor, Dylan won actually... but they are twins... who cares!!!! i shouted.....

here's the list:
Winners from the 22nd annual Nickelodeon Kids' Choice Awards:

_ Favorite Movie: "High School Musical 3: Senior Year."

_ Favorite Movie Actor: Will Smith, "Hancock."

_ Favorite Movie Actress: Vanessa Hudgens, "High School Musical 3: Senior Year."

_ Favorite Animated Movie: "Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa."

_ Favorite Voice from an Animated Movie: Jack Black, "Kung Fu Panda."

_ Favorite Song: Beyonce, "Single Ladies (Put a Ring On It)."

_ Favorite Male Singer: Jesse McCartney.

_ Favorite Female Singer: Miley Cyrus.

_ Favorite Music Group: Jonas Brothers.

_ Favorite TV Show: "iCarly."

_ Favorite Reality Show: "American Idol."

_ Favorite TV Actress: Selena Gomez, "Wizards of Waverly."

_ Favorite TV Actor: Cole Sprouse, "The Suite Life of Zack and Cody."

_ Favorite Cartoon: "SpongeBob SquarePants."

_ Favorite Male Athlete: Peyton Manning.

_ Favorite Female Athlete: Candace Parker.

_ Favorite Video Game: "Guitar Hero World Tour."

_ Favorite Book: "Twilight" series.

i will upload the pictures of my trip... dont click the mouse, we'll be right back

22nd of March

oh hey...

i had the BEST DREAM ever besides the ayu poll dancing dream...

well, i lived in the identical imagination home as i designed it in my mind... and i only had two brothers to live with, Cole and Dylan of course... (I mentioned them in my older posts)

i was hugging them deadly because they were leaving me... leaving my side...

i am gonna miss this dream

18th of March

its been a long time... but i am dealing crisis right now...

oh well, i remember one Day, dad said

'Shan, i tell you what... your Yuen kor kor le, he went for Management dy, but now i'm okay with him doing his account in ACCA... then your jie jie le, doing music le, grab mostly my income dy... then your hao kor kor, he can study but a little bit weak lo. which leaves to you, you can get good result so papa wants to enroll you into account...'

then i was like 'so you are giving me pressure?'

pressure? i didn't know what's the meaning of pressure... maybe i will know about it for like in a year? or when i started to work in an account firm...

Cik Tai said, working in account firm, will make you go skinny because you barely even have time to eat or sleep... well, sleeping is my culture and snoozing my alarm is my hobby... i love to snooze... being an accountant is a tough choice... now i get it, those who dreamed to be an accountant must have been maniacs...

so my brother called me today... asked him whether i can pursue my dream by leaving all this behind.... like convincing my father to let go of me and if it's alright that i go for singing lessons? maybe designing?

he said 'you know designing is one expensive subject?'

oh like my sister is going on a budget by studying her freakishly expensive subject called unlimited music...

from this moment on, i am not ready to be anything... Nor a human being, nor someone else's role model... family thinks that i am the backbone of the family so that i can be a stable accountant to earn money for this household... and oh well, i barely can speak human language to my friends... it all seemed so, empty...

well, maybe i had this feeling since Louise been to National Service and maybe i am a useless friend that couldn't be there for them...

look at them, having fun, going all the way down to Malls, Cinema scopes, and even to KL!!! i was like 'dad, can i go to somewhere else with my friends?'

NO!!! that was quicker than a lightning filling up Grand Canyon...

no, i am here to tell you that i have to intentions... no, i have the intentions but i don't have the freedom to be a good friend... if someone gives me a poll to rate myself as a good friend to the others or not? i might not hit the BEST button.... maybe, not a fat chance, i'd hit the worst and far most the WORST button... because i am not a good friend to you...

Viviane, i know you are reading this and i really do hope you and Goh can really really understand that i am a strings attatched puppet to my father... i can't be set free... even that i am studying away from my parents and he manage to get a surveillance camera to watch me...

because i am the only one that has to listen to him to do him his favour... doing people's favour is my command... i have to do this... do you expect me to expect my brother's and my sister to earn a living for my parents? because their courses might not have the chance to earn something something... i have to do this... if i say 'NO' to him, i might have a dead wish...

i really do hope you could understand...

and i really can understand that you guys have to leave me mentally just to be happy... because i can't be there for you guys and definitely i know that you need Goh more than you need me and i really definitely know that Goh needs you to accompany her more than she wants me to accompany her because you have the freedom to accompany her...

when i am ready to start the Life on MY OWN, then i am ready to tell you... i really do...

I hereby announce officially that I do not want to be Wei Shan anymore...

Wei Shan is one pathetic one of a kind of a slut and a bitch identified by the bitchiest bitch because she is a whore that never wakes up and she's a pure evil jealous person and she can even be jealous just because her friends are much closer to each other than she is in it...

from now on... I am the happiest girl... and Chloe will kill this evil bitch, Wei Shan and to be known as Chloe from this Day onwards... 18th of March... Chloe...

i am Chloe...

i am telling myself that i am Chloe...

and Chloe is closing her non long lasting chapter of Wei Shan behind her and keeping it as a secret...

Chloe hates Wei Shan as much as her friends do to her...

I am Chloe... and i am closing ...

I am Chloe and i am hiding my-last-self into a closet and can never be unlocked...

7th of March

i'm so sorry that i couldn't find more time to blog...

besides having no mood in blogging and sure... DIABLO.... i got like 'black-listed' by the Ayumi Hamasaki Sekai Forum...

well, this is the one of the biggest Ayu's forum and the producer's earning big bucks now...

this is how the story goes...

i used to visit ayumi.primenova.com for ayu's lyrics and news and downloadables... but since it hasn't update themselves for like 6 months, i've decided to just move on to another one... thank god i've met this ahsforum... it is more than i thought...

people post threads on ayu and i've decided to provide some juicy news on ayu...

so i found one COMPLETE Sparkle lyrics of ayu... so i posted it...

man you know what i get?

'you have copied masa's translation' and since that Day, no one's ever replied my post...

i didn't know it was masa's translation...

i love these pics

3rd of March

man i seriously didn't like this Day.. because i got sick by drinking medicine... craps...

i wasn't really looking forward to this afternoon because mom's gonna cook the 2nd portion of the chinese medicine for my acnes...

because it tastes like urine and it smells like one too...

so i called mum to bring something sweet for me to wash away the yuckie taste in my mouth... i've got side effects right after i drank the medicine, i'll feel dizzy and apparently didn't know what was i doing... it's like drunk...

then gas came out from me, through the throat and i can still feel the taste... Eww..

then i went to toilet once, bend myself down so i could not feel the nausea...

then i went to toilet for the second time, this time, i went running and aunt was asking for me, instead she asked kak anie what's wrong with me...

hey i hate this part because i threw up and i can even still see the colour of the medicine... smell of it too... Eww again... then i saw my lunch in front of me... Eww again and again... then i just wash away those stuffs and pray it doesn't smell...

dad saw me suffering and i told him about the medicine thing that he doesn't know a thing... he kept on shooting foul words out of his mouth because of the chinese doctor and made me feel even worse on my appetite...

well, i've made a statement...

Chloe doesnt go well with chinese medicine, it's like
1. my sister with cigarettes
2. my father with common sense
3. my mother with 'oh i can lower my voice down
4. my friend Vivianne with great great relationship with her family
5. my friend Louise with seeing people get drunk

2nd of March

Happy Birthday to my Dearest Aniki Kevin... may Suyin jie jie comes back early...

well... i kinda like this day because i was nice to my aunt and she kept smiling the whole day... not to mention i filled my working time with works... it's better than just stand there doing nothing right?

i woke up quite early this morning, listening to the raindrops, pouring like buckets of water, makes me wanna cuddle up in my blanky... but i had to wake up, i've got work to do...

then, lightning came storming in... and mom was outside minding her own business and heard 'PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA', flash of light outside of my house, mum ran into the house and said 'it's just above our house...' man, that's cool, hope it's not here to storm me away...

went to see this Account teacher, i've heard this Mr. Tan Eng Hong was a teacher to Mr. Leong... well, it's good to hear some advice... he said, even Multimedia U is worst than UTAR... man, goh's gonna hear this...

then i was like didn't like the afternoon very much... mum cooked a chinese medicine for me and i drank it in a gulp... EWW that tasted so bad that you can just hurl...

and it has side effects too... making you dizzy and you can't even stand in two feet... it looks like i was drunk

1st of March - Part 2

hey... back again... felt better after went for shopping... it's harder than i thought going up to the top floor of megamall... it's massive... because you have to turn until you hurl

oh... i've installed my favourite GAME!!!!!

DIABLO II



this is one famous GAME... when i was in my standard 5 or 6, i saw a review on this... this kills... because someone didn't sleep for 2 nights nor eat and died spitting out bubbles... no worries, it's not jinx... if it is, i'm not here typing blog...

man i love this GAME so much...



this is my character... no, it's the woman, not the skull...

and yeah... i've bought Mama Mia... mum loves it and kept on smiling when i bought it

oh yeah... can't believe my bro's BEST friend Desmond is actually Diane aka. the hong mou's brother...

SMALL World

huimin's coming back in the 14th... well, goh suggested on going for movies... the Hotel for Dogs...

but can i watch a movie before Dogs... I had a craving for Dragonball Evolution...

because........